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- GETTING USED TO DYING
- by Zhang Xianliang
- ranslated by Martha Avery
- HarperCollins; 291 pages; $19.95
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- Beginnings are delicate times, and a novel can rise or fall
- on the strength of its first sentence. Zhang Xianliang begins
- his with these astonishing words: "It is no longer clear to me
- when I began to want to kill him." Zhang then reveals the
- narrator's intentions to be suicidal rather than murderous. "I"
- and "he" are identical, split apart only by having to survive
- -- for want of a better verb -- the unending political
- upheavals of communist China.
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- Though ungrammatical, the better verb could well be, as
- Zhang's title implies, "to die." Each period of chaos, from the
- antirightist movement of the '50s to the Great Cultural
- Revolution of the '60s and '70s, required that the Chinese get
- used to living as though they were dead. Recalling tenures at
- labor camps, Zhang's schizophrenic main character says, "Death
- became second nature to him, but he lacked the strength or
- tenacity to die. It was at times like this that I had to help
- him."
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- That is, help him accept that death without the peace of
- oblivion is China's lot. The manifestations of that horror are
- myriad, and Zhang, whose 1985 novel Half of Man Is Woman
- shocked the People's Republic with its explicit -- by Chinese
- standards -- discussion of sex, details them with bitter black
- humor. Lined up for execution, the main character sees his
- condemned colleagues fall dead in a hail of bullets. Only he
- and a young girl remain alive, spared by blanks and cynical
- commissars. Nearly dead from starvation, he is hauled into a
- makeshift morgue and buried in a pile of corpses.
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- The nightmares are intensified as they are interlaced with
- stream-of-consciousness musings on sex, travels to the U.S. and
- Europe, a taste of freedom. Despite his forays into the liberal
- West, returning to China is inevitable for Zhang's
- semiautobiographical character. Out of China for too long, he
- says, the Chinese often act insane.
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- An old Taoist adage tells of a sage who dreamed he was a
- butterfly and then awoke to find himself wondering who was
- doing the dreaming. Might he not be the butterfly imagining it
- was a philosopher? Zhang has reproduced that pretty reverie,
- combining it with Kafka's Metamorphosis and shading it with The
- Fly. The question is now threefold: Is the narrator a person
- dreaming he is a cockroach or a cockroach dreaming it is a
- contemporary citizen of the People's Republic, or is there no
- difference between them at all?
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- By Howard G. Chua-Eoan.
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